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a heart of an empty abyss, too far to touch,
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Title: 아름다운 바미야
Posted on: Monday, 30 July 2012 July 30, 2012



I don't know, i just found this photo hidden beneath lots of folders in my macbook, so i decided to post it up, in order to allow me to remember i had such a photo. Well, it isn't always you get to go up to the tallest mountain in Switzerland and grab a photo with my best pal' the huge ice. right?

So, Beast is finally back. Their comebacks so far were all awesomeeeeee. And plus, they are all live, so it adds on to my excitement !

I kept every single of their comeback videos, a little of a stalker, yes, but i can't help it. It's so good. There was definitely a look of pure ecstasy on my face for their first show on Mubank. I couldn't stop smiling to myself :> oh god.

Anyway, did i mention in my previous post? I can't remember but anyway, Charlotte and I have already pre-ordered the album :> even before it came out in korea. ke.

I'll their most recent performance which is on Inkigayo below later.

Recently, i have been really busy with my common tests. And i feel super stupid right now. Yes, i don't even bother to think of a gargantuan word to describe my stupidity... I studied for 2 whole days straight and nothing get's into my brain... probably it's because it's sort of a last minute revision BUT, whatever happened to the 2-tests-at-most-per-day condition ? I HAD ALL 3 SCIENCE COMMON TEST TODAY. Alright, i don't wanna talk about it. SO afraid that i will fail. Really, i've got answers so different from my friends plus, i wasn't even sure of my answers... god, please don't let me fail at least an A2 please. Oh and A1 for biology will be good, but i don't have any confidence in any of them.

I just thought of something.
You know how people always say they will love to have a confidante ? Why don't they just create an anonymous blog and share they whatever thoughts that they want to share and probably let people comment or something like that. I know one thing for sure, I created a blog so that i could rant and talk about absolutely ridiculous things about my life. It's a little of a confidante. So i assume, my blog is my confidante? I'm not really sure who's reading my blog, but oh wells.

As said just now, there hasn't been much going on, he went home so yea...

Alright, busy busy busy. There's still my A maths common test on tuesday and Physics pressure test on thursday. Then friday, there's my literature common test... ㅠ.ㅠ

Can't wait for next week to arrive, 2 days of school. FINALLY REST. But at the same time, i'm afraid to face the following weeks. MY PIANO EXAM IS COMING. I don't know why but i'm getting really nervous about it. Especially the aural parts of my exams. And probably the playing part, and the scales and the sight reading oh god, everything. I don't know why but i'm losing confidence in a lot of things. Probably it's because i stopped participating in sports? I really think so. I don't even seem to have the rush to go catch the ball when i see one flying towards me plus my 2.4 was horrible. But i really couldn't take it any more. The last time i ran, i felt like my head was gonna burst any minute, literally and i could feel the waves of heat radiating off my body... I wanted to vomit but i can't. Depressing thing is, i know i've not tried my best because my muscles don't ache...

Alright, i shall stop talking about depressing items.

Oh but there's more. There are news about Hwayoung leaving T-ara. I don't know who to side and i don't think i'm going to side any one of them. We don't know the truth so there's really no stand for us to side either one of them. Hwayoung may be the bad guys or T-ara and the company, i really don't know. In my opinion though, the idols should also stop taking sides, they are just adding fuel to the fire...

haha, to quote allkpop, it's an EXPLOSION.

sigh, but really, i enjoy hwayoung's rap. To know that T-ara members don't have good relationships just saddens me though it's very much predicted. I mean, they are girls.  There's a reason why i love Beast so much.


I'm not sure what's this for, but i like the lightings and all, so the geek side of my decided to leave it here. alright bye.


lol the thing that caught my eye is Dujun dancing at the back :3
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