Title: Second of the year.
Posted on: Saturday, 12 January 2013 January 12, 2013
Posted on: Saturday, 12 January 2013 January 12, 2013
Hello earthlings ! How's everyone so far? Surviving?
I'm barely. Living in a sophisticated environment, people are bound to be the most selfish one can be. Little or no one thinks for anyone. Stereotyping ? Probably yes. But this to me is much more of a truth. I mean really, if you were to care so much for a friend and all they do to you is to have you be that and be this, what do you see in them? A selfish crude person. Anyway, there's something else too, I've never like this life. You see, I've always lived a mundane life. Like those where the child goes down to play cards with a neighbor, I never liked going far away to the city. Never liked taking cramped up buses and crowded train cabins so with this, I was probably the frog in the well. Knowing everything that I think is everything and nothing of everything. I don't like living like a typical Singaporean teenager: entering the "oh-ever-so-boring" departmental stores, going to shopping streets in the city, staying out till late at night, buzzing with friends.
Never have I liked this. So with this, I was pretty much a misfit, an outcast trying to find ways to fit in. But I feel I never could. I know little about such a life, never bothered much with clothes or make up even at this age. Never enjoyed shopping ever in my life. I always stocked to my lee coppers, t-shirt, a jacket and my floral shoes(always a handy) . I wasn't a girl in their terms. Sigh.. So during those rare times where I went out with my friends, I went in trepidation. I fear being judged, but alas, it's Singapore. So I've always said this, how I wished to the stars above that I will be able to live a life full of green and wind, fresh air and manure. I rather that than this. Albeit, I must still have my technology around.(or ill die)
HAHAHAHA alright, end of my rant.
So second week of the year was pretty horrible(sorry for the lack of vocabulary) . When the week just started I was already at war with two science tests ㅠㅡㅠ .
I was so busy scampering around between cca and school work, I had times where there wasn't a door for sleep. And with the recent release of olevel results, the increasing fear increases another level. Scratch that, ten more levels...
I'm sorry for stopping this halfway again, but food is running to me and the battery for the iPad is going to be out soon... So bye bye.
I'm barely. Living in a sophisticated environment, people are bound to be the most selfish one can be. Little or no one thinks for anyone. Stereotyping ? Probably yes. But this to me is much more of a truth. I mean really, if you were to care so much for a friend and all they do to you is to have you be that and be this, what do you see in them? A selfish crude person. Anyway, there's something else too, I've never like this life. You see, I've always lived a mundane life. Like those where the child goes down to play cards with a neighbor, I never liked going far away to the city. Never liked taking cramped up buses and crowded train cabins so with this, I was probably the frog in the well. Knowing everything that I think is everything and nothing of everything. I don't like living like a typical Singaporean teenager: entering the "oh-ever-so-boring" departmental stores, going to shopping streets in the city, staying out till late at night, buzzing with friends.
Never have I liked this. So with this, I was pretty much a misfit, an outcast trying to find ways to fit in. But I feel I never could. I know little about such a life, never bothered much with clothes or make up even at this age. Never enjoyed shopping ever in my life. I always stocked to my lee coppers, t-shirt, a jacket and my floral shoes(always a handy) . I wasn't a girl in their terms. Sigh.. So during those rare times where I went out with my friends, I went in trepidation. I fear being judged, but alas, it's Singapore. So I've always said this, how I wished to the stars above that I will be able to live a life full of green and wind, fresh air and manure. I rather that than this. Albeit, I must still have my technology around.(or ill die)
HAHAHAHA alright, end of my rant.
So second week of the year was pretty horrible(sorry for the lack of vocabulary) . When the week just started I was already at war with two science tests ㅠㅡㅠ .
I was so busy scampering around between cca and school work, I had times where there wasn't a door for sleep. And with the recent release of olevel results, the increasing fear increases another level. Scratch that, ten more levels...
I'm sorry for stopping this halfway again, but food is running to me and the battery for the iPad is going to be out soon... So bye bye.