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dragon's knight; r.v
dance with pixies / rejoice with gnomes / view that ineffable beauty of the world unknown

cjt.
in search of my dream at the age of 20

A being with a vessel of incessant distrust,
a heart of an empty abyss, too far to touch,
and thoughts of a caliginous cave, not one for venture.

✨ escape reality to breathe in serenity.
revel in fantasy,
to live what you intend to be.✨
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Title: sneaking glances, wishing for you to notice, but you don't.
Posted on: Thursday, 7 February 2013 February 07, 2013
i wonder how many of you actually knew i had a piercing for the longest of time.

Hey, it's been a fairly long time since i was here. It's just a lot of things are going on in my mind now and i just turn towards tumblr more when it comes to such... erm fervourous feelings ?
Alright, since the chinese new year is around the corner. It's like 2 days after today, i shall do this tumblr questionnaire.

1: what did you do in 2012 that you’d never done before?

fall.

2: did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

i don't remember making any new year's resolution and i probably won't for next (this) year.

3: did anyone close to you give birth?

erm, nope. only my cousin i think...

4: did anyone close to you die?

nope. and i hope no one will for a long long time. i remember him although it was only for a short period of time in my life. i'm starting to miss him... alright.

5: what countries did you visit?

ohohoh, south korea. wonderful wonderful place. simply splendid. but a little too cold. if only south korea had the weather of switzerland, that place will definitely be my favourite.

6: what would you like to have in 2013 that you lacked in 2012

the will to write a story. i've procrastinated to long now. ideas keep popping up in my head but disappear if i don't pen it down. i think i should start soon before i lose my imagination(hahaha, coincidence./inside joke)

7: what dates from 2012 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

that day we gave up. because after so many years, i guess, we gave up huh? and others thought we won't. how naive.

8: what was your biggest achievement of the year?

hahaha what do you know, nothing. achieved nothing. eh wait. won 2nd for a crystal making competition held by nus. counted?

9: what was your biggest failure?

confidential.

10: did you suffer illness or injury?

no.

11: what was the best thing you bought?

don't know.

12: whose behaviour merited celebration?

erm, no one in particular?

13: whose behaviour made you appalled?

can't remember. god i have a memory of a gold fish.

14: where did most of your money go?

this year, spent a lot outside, movies and parties.

15: what did you get really, really, really excited about?

i can't remember, the most recent, probably for nanaba's birthday party?

16: what song will always remind you of 2012?

beautiful night <3 sorry taylor, but i don't really like your newest album :( 

17: compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? (c) richer or poorer?

sadder, fatter, poorer. hahah negatives.

18: what do you wish you’d done more of?

write, read and more photography trips please.

19: what do you wish you’d done less of?

eat. i'm seriously growing too fat for my own good omg. i'm getting less healthy by the minute...

20: how did you spend christmas?

with the love of my life, bookie and lots of horror movies. does this contradict in anyway?

21: did you fall in love in 2012?

what do you know.

22: what was your favourite tv program?

lots of korean drama, particularly king2hearts. and hongkong dramas too. but sorry, although singapore drama has recently been gaining popularity, i still can't accept it into my entertainment scope. 

23: do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

maybe.

24: what was the best book you read?

definitely between the lines but still, the book could have written more on feelings. i guessed i read adult genre books too early.. now all young adult books are too mild for me :3 

25: what was your greatest musical discovery?

you mean by genre? then is cpop(that's for cantonesepop)

26: what did you want and get?

nothing.

27: what did you want and not get?

nothing.

28: what was your favourite film of this year?

none.

29: what one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

some pictures i took in korea :)

30: how would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2012?

always forever, hippie, jeans, sneakers and big baggy tshirts.boots are loves.

31: what kept you sane?

music.really. at this certain period, i really couldn't control my feelings all i wanted was to twist someone up into a mashed potato but, music calmed me down.

32: which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

forever taylor and beast.

33: what political issue stirred you the most?

i'm a literature and media. never liked political stuff.

34: who did you miss?

you, though i see you everyday.

35: tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2012.

one is not how one looks, feels, are. a facade one will all have. even the strongest facade is penetrable. but there's a weapon none can see. that's only if you deceive yourself first.

36: quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"all our bridges burned down"
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