Don't tell me to follow others when they are in the wrong, I won't

Don't try to discrypt me, cause you'll never be able to

I don't cry because I wanted pity

I was angry

And I couldn't have told u why now, could i?

All that you've said I wanted so hard to retort back, I held it in

You say I didn't know the rights and wrongs, that I didn't apologize.

Now, I don't do it cause, it's not what you should do. How is apologizing straight away sincere ?

I will say what I want and when, I will state my stand. Unless you persuade me otherwise, I won't follow suit.

I won't want to grow up like you, I don't want to be a follower and I won't.

I work differently, my emotions drill differently. I may probably look like someone with the lowest eq, but you don't know how much I can stand. You don't.

No psychologist could understand me. A few have tried. Trust me. I don't work like any of you.

I hold my head high although you are of a higher position than me. I see all of you as a being in the world. I don't care what you are, who you are, all I care about is your personality.

Now, being a non boot licker, I probably won't survive in this world. And I do agree. I probably won't be successful. But being different and not growing up to be like each and everyone of you is enough for me to feel successful. To be what I want to be in life. Not like any of you. 

And then yet again, maybe there's a part of the world where I will fit in. And I will find you again when that happens. And when that happens, I will see you with a lower eye, I will judge you, for you conveyed to me that I can group you however you like. And I'm going to. Trust me. One day, I will meet you and show you that the emotional wreck can still be something in life.

I hope you die in peace.