so i decided i need to clear this up.
I have decided to be all transparent in terms of this.
Reason being i'm also rather jumbled up. I'm not really sure what i really like, and what i do not.
These that i am going to write of will be of all truth, but then, it may not be sometimes because i'm such a good liar, i may have deceived myself and yet not know.

This is going to sound like a cheesy portfolio but right " i'm sick of being afraid "

Well, okay.
Hi, I'm Chan Jing Ti.
I'm seventeen this year. My birthday is on 16 January 1997
I'm a Singaporean Permanent Resident (M'sia)
Despite being a Malaysian, i'm born in Singapore.
I'm basically a Singaporean with a Malaysian IC

I enjoy music a lot. It's literally my drug (oh the cliche)
But yes, truly an addict to it. I can't imagine my life without music
I've always had an interest for music so i started playing the piano at the age of seven.
I have just ensured a solid pass in my grade 4 practical (Abrsm)
Despite learning piano for approximately 10 years, i'm only at this minor grade reason being i had a teacher that refused to let me go for exams.(I have to say this, i don't like people to think that i'm incompetent)

I enjoy a tremendous genre of music: Blues, rock, pop, ballads, dance, country, folk, RnB, Indie pop, Classical, Jazz.
I can never choose my favourite.
There's only one genre that i fear to listen and that is heavy metal. I fear heavy metal, and it's just not my liking in anyway possible.

My current favourite music bands/artist/groups are : Taylor Swift, Sara Bareilles, Beast, 5SOS, Bii, Christina Perri, Yiruma

If you've noticed, i listen to songs of different languages. Namely, English, Mandrain, Cantonese, Korean and sometimes Japanese.

My personality (i'll throw off humility here, pardon me)
I feel i'm a rather responsible person. I'm actually really thick skinned sometimes.
I have two moods. One when i revert to my introvert self and another an extrovert exterior.
I absolutely abhor being led especially by people who are not worthy. Seriously, i test their "worthiness" when i meet them. How? Ummm, it's a little hard to explain.
It's not like i have any qualifications to do that but shouldn't i have the right to have someone i think worthy to lead me?
I personally think i'm a leader figure around my friends most of the time.

I cannot take jokes. And i seldom laugh at them :/

I have very little tolerance towards people who can be early but choose to be late.

I put my family first.

I'm also rather fierce, apparently. But sometimes i do think when i have my plain face on, i kind of look fierce...

And bubbly.

I'm basically a jumble up juke box filled with so many different personalities, a bit spontaneous i guess.

I'm also a perfectionist. I like to do group work, but sometimes, i don't mind doing solo. It's not that i think the people i'm working with are incompetent. It's just that sometimes, if it was my idea, i prefer it to be done by me because only i understand what i truly want.
And i like to try to polish things up for my team mate until things look to my satisfactory.
To what extend am i a perfectionist? i give it to a large extent.
Thing's I cannot stand are
 horrible grammer even in tweets. Sometimes if i read my blog posts and found something wrong like a missing s or a missing word, i'll go back to change it.
I can never add songs without Artist name, album name, genre into my itunes or handphone.

Oh, sometimes i'm pretty over friendly and i'm a little boastful and i love to tell stories. I admit, sometimes i exaggerate things too :>
If i ever repeat the same stories, do tell me because at times i have stm. It's not diagnosed scientifically but I really do forget that i've told someone the same thing a few times.

Hobbies.
I'm honestly a really boring person. I don't like going out. I'll prefer to be cooped up at home with a good book or good drama.

So my hobbies are that of a couch potato.
Movies, Reading, Drama, Music, Writing, Photography

oh and a little something, i only watch hongkong, korean, taiwan, sometimes china dramas.
ohohoh and i'm a teenwolf fan too!!

I really hate crowds. I'm a little claustrophobic and i sometimes speak with a weird accent. I'm not trying to be someone i'm not, really, it comes naturally. Maybe it's because of the people i mix around with when i was young :/

Also, i enjoy photography. I'm not a professional but i'll love to stand the whole day trying to take a perfect shot of a picturesque scenery.

I rather be in the country side than the city.
My Dad has a home in Kaki Bukit (Malaysia) It's at the mountain foot, at perlis, close to thailand (about 30 mins ride)
Sometimes we will go there. It has the freshest air and the most country side looking place i can find around.The sunset and sunrise are unbelievable pretty. The moon is exceptionally big and at night, it's really really cold. During the chinese new year temperature fell to 15 degrees .CAN U BELIEVE IT.

Yet, it's kampong life style so don't think it's all good.

I have a favourite essay. One where i wrote about Kaki Bukit and my grandfather and the swing he built, hanging from the tree. Why is it my favourite? Not many Singaporeans my age get to have things like that. I feel truly blessed.

I'm fearful to feel inferior and i'm insecure about my looks so i never try to look pretty. Like i smile with the really large smile because well, i look better that way.

Yet, sometimes i fall in love with un glamorous photos. It shows the human in us.

I don't really like food and i'm an extremely picker eater. I like potato though hehehe.

My biggest regret i can ever think of is not studying for PSLE and ending up in the hell hole:PRCS
The experience was so horrible that it over covers all the good things i experienced like meeting my friends, cheering competitions and some good times.

I'm a macbook user but i'm an android phone lover.

I don't have a specific favourite colour too. But I never fell in love with yellow or orange or purple

I don't like to have the same things as others. I don't umm dig overrated things. Kanken was before it became a blast so it's not counted.
The current Newbalance/Superga craze? I really don't get it.
And I feel uncomfortable wearing the same thing as someone else.
Umm, also like the exo craze? I'm also not getting it.
Loyal b2uty!

Oh and i don't like speaking vulgarities. I only do when i'm blowing my top off.
But are damn, bitch, shit    vulgar?

I've been to

Thailand
Bali(indonesia)
Malaysia
South Korea
Japan
Italy
Switzerland
France

My favourite season is probably winter and spring although i cannot stand coldness but i actually have a high tolerance for heat.


I have dreams of writing a book, but i never can seem to get on with it on wattpad.
I'm going to study pharmaceutical and i hope to one day invent a medicine that can go with cholesterol reduction medicine to prevent gout.
I also want to do management.
I'm also going to do a composition(music)


Lastly, my motto for this year:

Stop being afraid.

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