Had a great week. or so.
Nonetheless, ended the week at a great tone!

Xmen yesterday with those people up there hehe.

and today was spent pennying in the afternoon.




Stressful week ahead but finally managed to enjoy some chill pill. sigh. i really envy people who have brains. naturally. seriously. even hard work can't catch up to people who honestly have brains.

I have to work probably a 100x more than someone who have brains to actually score the same marks as them. sigh. i don't know.

i'm so hungry right now so my thoughts are rather not coordinated.

oh yes, a note to self:

it's time you let people in.

if you don't you'll end up hurting yourself.

or likely, on the very serious note, you'll die.

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some disappointments this week though.

there was me doing horribly for bmlc practical test and also, i'm really hoping i don't score below a 20 for maths. I'M REALLY REALLY AFRAID FOR MATHS.

I need to work harder for oc. I just can't seem to get all the shit right for oc. sigh.

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I went to do the disc survey again. And guess what, all the career options they gave me for each of my strength; there was one that repeated in every option.

director-film, acting, media.
wow.
much hint.
so much hint.
what to do.

sigh, i don't know if i'd dared to take the first step. I'm already studying phs now. And no, i enjoy it, i really do. BUT, it feels like i'm missing something in life. i don't know...

if i do ever get into the club for phs, i really hope they can show me a reason for my entry to phs. I don't know. Really, the reason why i chose to sign up for that was because i hoped to get to know phs more, to know people from phs. to talk, you know, get to know why they entered here. I just feel an important need to be part of phs. to make me feel needed.

i don't know what i'm talking about anymore. i'm really REAlly REALLY REAAAAALLY hungry.

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