I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little more luck to get me by
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Have been jamming to faberdrive lately and also 5sos' amnesia and 她最好from 寒山鬼.

This week that passed was supposedly a study week but you know.
I can't help but feel my complicating myriad of emotions settle down. Finally.
A BREAK was what I needed.

Sometimes I still believe I'm not cut out for poly, that I'm more of a jc student (wow)
It's the lifestyle you see. I don't fit in in poly.

And I don't see people I want to see.
You'll be shocked how much that one piece of short memory affected me. A seemingly something and yet nothing puzzle piece. I still wonder how you're doing. Sometimes I go on Twitter to see your tweets. Maybe it's nothing. Maybe I just want to know.

There are magnificent people in the polytechnics but there are also people who are extremely vile.

Is this a sneak peak of the real world? Because that's horrible. How can people act lesser than a 4 year old who knows nothing?

Oh and I had a mini enlightenment a few weeks ago.

The judgmental are the ones afraid of being judged.

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I probably wrote a lot on indecisiveness and regrets this year. Yet, 2014 is still hell of a good year compared to the 4 years I had in hell for the living.

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