Hello :) 

it has been long time hasn't it ? Now since term test is finally over i can finally take out some time (from projects) to do a short catch up session with you guys.

I have no idea where to start so i'm just going to leave those pictures of us above. These are just some of the stuff i did within that one month that i wasn't here.

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So how's life guys? 

In all honesty, this term, i've never been more disappointed with myself. There's just so much bullshit going on with myself. I still can't sort things out and it's giving me a headache, in a very literal sense.

I'm happy. i guess. but i don't know, ugh.

Also, my results haven't been smiley and i just don't know. (say goodbye to 4, no not really, i don't really give up so easily but...)

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Oh wait, i just realised, today marks the 15 days to 2015. wow. 

It feels so weird to be studying during the december. It doesn't feel like december. I miss primary school days.

Since the year is ending soon i'll do a short summary on my first year of being a poly student.

So far in 2014 i've did plenty things. At least more than what i've done in secondary school for that bloody hell of the 4 years.

Firstly, i actually enjoyed an orientation camp hahhahhah, then i got into ccas of my choice and finally did a competition for archery. i got into my course's study club which i pretty much enjoy. i find myself wanting to help out, to join in and do something for them and that's pretty rare seeing how i'm extremely selective of everything. i do regret not doing well enough for crystal growing though. i got a pretty decent gpa and joined some extra cip which i still see myself doing in the future. oh and my stamina for running SURPRISINGLY increased really greatly.I got an almost full mark for my piano examination. I met a group of great friends and still get to see my banana all day. Plus, i made friends with the banana clique and MOON is my new friend whom i really like pairing with nana but they seem to hate entertaining me. All in all, the people i met were great. Despite some horrible thorns sticking out of my life here and there, in general it was alright. Life in poly felt more breathable compared to the previous institution.

(sorry for the lack of paragraphs but i was on the role)

There's still so many things i have to improve to get up on par with the others (especially my seal points omg...) but i guess it's a first step? 

I was sick and tired of always turning away from all opportunities so i'm extremely glad i'm finally doing SOMETHING. It's small and not plenty but it was something at least. :)

I still need to get my temper in control though. Less affective more neutral !! (hahahaha, tns)