I thought that I HAD to do some sort of celebration for the end of gc somewhere/ someplace.

So here I am. Alas, I did promise a more detailed update for my Japan trip...

I'm still going to do it. However, don't expect pretty/edited/filtered photos because I'm just too lazy to email myself the photos so that my handphone can get the photos, vsco can edit and then send it back. (Now you get my photoblogging routine)

So yes. Let's start.

Woohoo, gc has finally ended. No more CDS!; Ha, I wish I could say that, but nooooo. I want my dip+ cert. Albeit, I guess, it's more like no more CDS to worry about because I'm pretty confident that it's an A for this. So, I'm pretty much done. (cocky now you see)

Honestly, I really like this CDS for one reason. Okay, maybe two. First, it's so so short. I had to only go through a week of classes and then boom-bang-slash, trip to Japan then poof-puff-weef, finish our project, and keut/end done. And, secondly, there's a trip to overseas. I guess I wasn't really much of a fan to go to Japan and I was really having a pretty difficult choice choosing between Paris or Japan. (I wanted Paris because I could learn some french there.) But I guess the safety, the food and the alike asian culture bought my choice to Japan.

And plus, weather in Japan is way better than going to Paris in June. As much as I love summer... 

But let's stop here or I'll be able to put on a long list of regrets...

I recommend GC, I guess. It's interesting and pretty easy. And plus, you can have some fun overseas (with what I feel, a hefty cost).

I'm thankful for my gang. Although we aren't that close of a gang compared to the other group, I thought we were decent. I'll look forward to seeing you guys around school (fiorina is a different case. I see her EVERYDAY). Cheers and have fun!

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After my heavy schedule that day, Fio and I met up with these two for Ramen. Then hop on the wagon we went- to the park!

Hahahaha, it was a pretty good, impromptu (as usual) idea really. The weather was great, the sea was beautiful. Good walk, good walk. 

I just want to say something.

They are honestly, in all candour speech, my greatest catch from secondary school (the cheeses)[along with nana hahahahaha]. Surprisingly though, I kept in touch with tsehan hahahahaha, I mean, he was like the noisy gang people thingamajig you know? I never really imagined we will still be in touch after secondary and I'm so glad we did. I hope we never forget each other, really. I mean, how can we? WE EVEN WENT JAPAN TOGETHER! and WE ARE GOING TO BE NEIGHBOURS!

If we EVER lose contact with each other, I'll be pretty damn sad and probably will have thoughts of missing you guys.

Also, I can't wait to go to Charlotte's graduation. Wait, do you even have one? Okay, never mind. I can't wait to go for Tse Han's graduation too hahahaha. Our's would probably be on a different day. So yay! You are welcome to come for mine.

Aaaaaaaand, I already am looking forward to graduation.

I thought poly went by pretty fast. I just need sem 2.1 to be over and I'll be half way done with poly. I'm also really looking forward to going for internship. I really want to go out there and do something. 

Charlotte asked me about whether I would like to enter pharmacy. I don't know the answer to that. This just reminded me how unsure I am of what I want to do. Would I then, after getting my diploma, have the courage to really go into filming? Or would I then, after getting my diploma, genuinely grow an interest into medicine. I do have an interest for it now, I'm really interested in biology and what not, but I cannot see myself working as a pharmacist or a doctor. I'm much to careless to be able to do those jobs. Also, is it even possible? It's not really inferiority complex, or maybe it is; just a little, but there are jc students from the higher end schools that are really great in their studies and probably have beautiful portfolios too. How will I be better then? I really am not much into swimming in a school of fish. I prefer the shark.

I'm still a little lost and if I could wish for anything, I would want to wish to see my future in the artistic route and the scientific route. If only that can happen, if only then, will I be able to choose the right route. I guess I'm still afraid of choosing the wrong route. I'm afraid to travel the untravelled, not because it's not paved properly but because I may end up no where, in an empty void and I don't want that.