i have already taken an uncountable amount of breaks...

i'm really not suited for this course. really. i really don't see myself in being an otc pharmacist and the mere thought of it makes me nauseas; to the brink of vomiting. the thought of it disgusts to me.

will i or will i not?

Pri quit school because she felt the course wasn't something she wanted, despite having finish year 1...

well, i doubt i'll do that. maybe i should have tried hard to get into biomed. i'll probably be more suited facing living substances and bodily functions than micro orgs and pills and synthetics and... 

i really cannot imagine myself working with drugs all day. i really really can't.

or maybe i should have just gotten into film (not again...)

also, not a good idea after much thought. as much as i like filming i'm probably horrible at it hahahaha...

it's either the arts or medicine (but then i need to know drugs too) now. on the bright side, i managed to narrow down what i want ever since stepping into year 2. despite how much i hate otc, i cannot, with all my utmost anticipation, wait for year 2 to be over and internship to come.

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i really don't know where all these injuries come from. they appear just out of nowhere and are seemingly increasing in numbers.

also, should i trust or should i not?