Hello internet people.
I do hope this post will successfully end up on the blog. I have been updating quite a lot recently but the posts just never seem to be able to end quite much to my satisfaction hence resulting in them being labelled 'drafts'.

Semester 2.2 has finally ended and due to my very much lack of vocabulary; it was hell.

Semester 2.2 was my slump time, everything went down hill: attention, focus, goals, relationships, exams- things that I call 'life'.

My level of laziness was so extreme, for so many moments it felt like I was that inherent lazy gudetama. (maybe it's due to my sudden obsession with gudetama...) sigh bane bane bane. All the slightest things affecting me...

My semestral exams were terrifying. Imagine a hooded-armed-guy trailing you terrifying. Many of the papers were bad and I fear my gpa will spiral so low, it's incorrigible.
It is such a sad picturesque (ah the paradox) of my life; how everything of mine revolves around that one thing that everyone is reminding us not to put of priority.

I have been thinking about university choices lately (rather during exam period... Such bad timing) and I realised choosing a science diploma was a clever choice.
It gives your choices and opportunities. Unlike choosing a business diploma. You'll not be able to enter a science bach degree with a business diploma yet a science diploma will allow either a focused science degree or even business.
Anyway, point is, I am very much leaning towards business this year. This has nothing to do with my spiralling gpa. I just knew that behind a retail pharmacist is not my thing and thinking of studying medicine, possibly of being a doctor (fat hope really) it's just not me! I'm a selfish pigeon hole, I can't help people...

Plus, I'm not really the kind who goes for specialisation (here comes jack) and then I realised, business has a wider variety of working environment. I can end up in a pharmaceutical company doing business or an art company or even film. Isn't that the best of the choices? Furthermore, instead of frivolously trying to run from being a jack of all trades, why not embrace it and do business instead?

I don't know, just my naive thoughts. I do hope that I'll be able to get my answer before year 3 ends.

In my polytechnic life, I plan to get sats done and driving licence too. I'll probably be signing up for Btt real soon seeing waiting time is a synonym for forever...

Maybe I'll be able to get my licence by mid 2016? Should I just do auto though? It's way easier than manual but then manual is more fun. Much like archery. Manual is recurve while auto is compound.

Speaking of archery, things also went down during sem 2.2 . My scores turned out so trashy I feel trashy. I doubt polite will be my next stop... A little disappointed but I need to focus on my studies so...

to blindly believe
is also a gift

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