i guess music does have a great significance in my mood.

wasn't in much of a right mood after cca... stuff just happens :/
been pretty too hot tempered :3 meeh, probably cause in the past, the time when i was in the same tuition as him, i was a pretty scary person. he just sets off that side of me too well. sigh.
I SHALL TRY TO BE COOL AS A CUCUMBER. ^^

HEISWE has been making me feel great! ^^ Thank you for making me remember about them :> It's been so long since i've played their songs. indie music is honestly the best. really.

the room's hush hush and now's our moment

i've been thinking and before heiswe was played, i was pretty moody about it. I've realised, even though the obvious was just right there. we are all alone. there's no such thing as together, none. the hurt done, it's done. you've made me awaken to a bigger picture. how ironic. there isn't Us. No longer at least. One day, someday people will just part. That's the sad thing about humans. Little can fully trust and if you do, you'll just get utterly hurt when the time comes.

Humans are true born liars. Actors and actresses all acting on the stage- the world. Like how there's many sides of me, there's no one true side. Even i myself have no idea who am i. It irks me.

Why, why a human? Of all? Can't i be some cat sleeping on the rug right now or probably an alien from mars. I don't know, but i really disgust humans. I just, i don't know. I can't trust.

the commandments and precepts one learns as a child can be remembered by rote, but yet they mean little until there is an example.(thechrysalids)

if you were tricked once, it's hard to believe anymore. it's hard. too hard. sometimes i wonder if there will ever be someone out there for me. some one really, just that one person who will perfectly fit me. that one person who will never ever lie to me. never. but when this person comes, or if he ever exists, i just got to let him know, i need time. i stopped trusting. everyone seems cunning to me, it's like i can perfectly see their woven skin, like i know they are hiding something, planning something. but i just can't figure out what.

how i wish i could read minds. how i wish.

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