i know there's really no right for me to comment on this. I'll just seem like an over possessive fan, stalking and grieving over the things their idols went through... But this, it really didn't struck me hard at first when i saw the tweet but then, when i read the news and it said his father passed away with a sudden heart attack, that totally caught me.
It shows us all, how things can come and go so quickly, without any warning. Like punching you in the gut, without any reason. The shocking realisation when someone who you took for granted but love so much dearly for is gone. No longer there. Just gone. This. This can change a person. I don't know it's just his image in stage or what, but he gave me the impression that he's a boy who keeps his emotions to himself. And these people will just hurt the most when something horrible happens suddenly. They will be the one crying the most. I don't know what to say really, and there's really nothing the fans can help but remind him about the death so i'll recede to this small little blog i've got here and wish him well.
And there's really no reason why he should be strong for now. Let him break down,  it'll just help him
현승아...

Do things you meant to do, now, never wait. Never think it's alright, i'll do it the next day. Never think they'll still be there tomorrow. You'll never know what will happen the next hour. That's the scary thing about life. You'll never know. Not knowing is the scariest, not knowing, can kill someone, not knowing, can conclude someone, not knowing, can just utterly destroy oneself.

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