i'm naught but a worthless chap

saying my results were horrendous is too mild of a word...
it's utterly rubbish, the points even a four year old could count without using a calculator. number of failed papers are just so much. oh god.

very much a contrary to my awesomely mundane life (irony) my results are definitely one which may intrest some sadistic freaks especially one so close to me.


sigh, today was a horrible day.

this year itself, it's the worst ever.  (i'mgonnacontradictmyselfagainbysayingthesamethingnextyear...)

it's weird. i really don't get why humans just always remember the unfortunate that happens to them. this year, yes true, it's one heck of a year, black holes every where, the darkest ones but still there are a few bright specks about (shhhh ^^)

Alright, came home feeling utterly lethargic, due to results and all.
On the way home ( and during break periods ) listened to really loud music. I just didn't want to hear anything about anything.

Even the music failed to cheer me up :/

the torrential wave held back by the largest dam i could ever formed since the morning finally failed.

i couldn't stand it. I tried. really. and the fact that people around me were concern just make me cry even more T.T

but thank you anyways people 

or maybe it was because ailee's song made me dissolved into acrimony.

Back to where i was, home.

Went home straight. Didn't feel like doing anything. Then i decided to grab my useless guitar and try strumming random stuff until i realised i can actually figure out Taylor's Being Again ^^

I kind of got it ( even though the guitar sounds horrible with me ), i kind of got the tune and all. I'm not even sure what i was doing...

hahahaha("laugh three times a day, even if it's forced")

so yea... CUT ME SOME SLACK KAY, I HAVE NEVER LEARNED TO PLAY THE GUITAR BEFORE OKAY.

alright bye.

사랑해.

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