probably ironic, but.

dec15. i guess we know. you should know. if you don't, figures.
i don't know what to think of it. it's no one's fault. he is autistic, he doesn't think like we do. it's justifiable. but we also cannot forget the 20 young lives, 12 girls, 8 boys. The heroic teachers of six. To tell you the truth, i can't imagine myself in a situation where i have a gunman in my school, shooting for no apparent reason and still not run for my life.
i don't know.
i really don't know what i will do if that ever happens.
i don't know what you all think of it but i feel that it's no one to blame but the gun laws.
maybe it's because i live in Singapore where guns will only be felt by the police force, even so, the police cannot fire unless their life is utterly threatened. maybe it's because i live in a society where gun laws are strict. i don't know but i still think it's the gun laws in america whose to blame. if guns cannot be bought by civillians, wouldn't this have not have happened?

imagine yourself not being able to see tomorrow.

not only have the 27 lives died, their families' have also loss a piece of them. i can't bear to see the photographs of the crying parents on the web and when i do, i can't help but tear. this, this is the only situation in so many years that made me tear after reading. honestly, i can't help but feel the pain. i don't need to be a parent to understand their pain. it's heart-wrenching.

the teachers, all i've got to say, i don't think i can ever be one. they have teachers who are willing to sacrifice themselves for the sake of the children, it's just so beautiful.

and when i see religious articles on twitter that says the children have gone to heaven, beautiful pictures of Jesus giving out his hand to them. i'm of no religion and i do not mean any offense but i can't help but think, what if there isn't any Jesus? What if, their life ends like that, nothing?

I'll just stop here.

15dec, i give it to them.

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I'm trying to get that depressing thought out of my head. I originally wanted to post about something else and really don't want to talk about that but i can't help it. i just can't stop when i start.

so i think i'm not going to post anything else today but this. i know my title photo is really ironic, a little sadistic maybe but in my defence, this is supposed to be one something else.

one last thing,
even though i don't know you, i give you my love and i believe the whole world does so.

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