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A being with a vessel of incessant distrust,
a heart of an empty abyss, too far to touch,
and thoughts of a caliginous cave, not one for venture.

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Title: a mandatory post// byebye 2013
Posted on: Tuesday, 31 December 2013 December 31, 2013

we are finally on page 365 of book 2013. finally. this was honestly the worst year so far. cliche, i know. but i meant this deep down, in all honestly. I hate 2013 so much. Maybe it's the 13 in the year that is bothering me so much, or i just experienced down right horrible things. and I can tell you, it's more of the latter.

I really really really really abhor 2013. I do not know how to express it any further.
Hate. A simple word yet one with the strongest meanings.
The hate is so strong, it's probably palpable.

So by now, i guess you could see i am very much elated to throw away 2013.

2013 was definitely pernicious to me life. Yet, as most will say, they've survived. We've survived. And so now, let's take a silent minute to praise our strengths and willpower.
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All i know is, 2010, 2011 were definitely the happier years in my life.

2013 was just awful. 
I do not know how many times i can repeat this. I just feel like rubbing it in someones face. I don't know who, just someone, some magical being whom i conjured up. 

Another cliche sentence;
people come and go every year and i've learnt to accept that quite long ago, hence i no longer rely on people. 

Dear 2013,
You have stabbed me, cut me, break me in many ways possible and i'm glad that you are finally residing into the past and i no longer have to bring you back up. You may haunt me but i have the choice to be haunted. I get to choose. And for now, and a few years in the future i know, i do not want you around.
You didn't teach me anything, you just moulded me into something i hate. And I'll make sure, with every ounce of will i have, to return to my way of life.
I will no longer allow anyone to push me around, and hold a knife against my back. 2013, you have thrown me into a whirlpool of disaster. But i've survived.
As shakespear once said
" the robbed that smiles, steals something from the thief"


2013 has made me a rather sardonic person. People around me, people i met and interacted with had sucked the optimistic side of me clean.

Although, as 2014 is approaching, i feel my happiness returning as i shun and bitch away from everyone.

Let's just say it's my way of rehabilitation.

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Speaking of rehabilitation, i went to bali during the first few weeks of december. 
While i was enjoying my holiday and trying hard to get away from everyone, some people just don't want me to do that. they just want to bite me in the back and had to force every bit of happiness out of me. I know i'm selfish for saying this so, but i told you that i was going on holiday.

Hence, reason why i deleted whatsapp and line for a while then and focused all myself on teenwolf (:

Padma Resort, Legian.


Food over at the resort: hallelujah




This was definitely a kind of healer. I felt so relaxed and out of city life in the resort. The ambience was great and it was greenery all around. The rooms were also extremely beautiful *.* The resort also had a really artistic side with breathe taking statues in every corner.
PLUSPLUSPLUS, at the back of the resort was a huge beach, gosh and people were like all surfing and the wind was blowing and the sun was shining. 

I could finally breathe.

Some of my sardina work of the beach:







I went to several places in bali. There was a volcano but then i didn't manage to take a good photo of it. We were eating at a place that faced the whole volcano it was beautiful really but the fog was fogging up everything as the rain and sun came down.

But the view was this with the volcano covered :



I also went along to a famous temple



and to a floating temple:

this was definitely one of the best place to capture using my sardina. We even took a speed boat around the lake, definitely one of the best moments in bali.


there was a resort at the other end of the lake, a rather secluded place as you can see. I'M GOING TO LOOK FORWARD TO STAYING THERE.












We also visited a temple that was famous for it's sunsets but sadly it was raining then, none the less, the place has really large waves that we don't get to see in singapore.





Went shopping around the mountains and we see this :


Well, i remember this in geog textbooks. Padi fields that aren't on flat lands !

And then we went to another mountain area to eat again match with a magnificent view.











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I just came back from malaysia, another short getaway with great food. I can't show you all the photos because for some freaking reason, my gmail is not working well and not receiving my photos...
so here's what i've managed to received




and this is only 30 cents... 

Gosh, i spent 4 hours on this post. DUE TO THE IMAGES. I'll just end this off now, i need to read. Good bye.

2014, page 1 in 15 min.
























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