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dance with pixies / rejoice with gnomes / view that ineffable beauty of the world unknown

cjt.
in search of my dream at the age of 20

A being with a vessel of incessant distrust,
a heart of an empty abyss, too far to touch,
and thoughts of a caliginous cave, not one for venture.

✨ escape reality to breathe in serenity.
revel in fantasy,
to live what you intend to be.✨

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Title: live like there's no tomorrow.
Posted on: Saturday, 5 July 2014 July 05, 2014









A very cliche title indeed but i find it rather ineffable. Um, the irony. How am i to explain? Actually, yea, it's beautifully ineffable. There's no way words can explain. Like Looking for Alaska, it's ineffable.

Speaking of looking for alaska, a week back, John green confirmed a movie is coming out for it. I don't know what to think of it because it's my favourite book and usually no movie can pair with a book. I don't want to be disappointed by the movie. It'll be a poignant fact if the movie came out screwed and rubbish...

As much as i want the movie to be a success, i hope it'll be one for the closet people; that it will be a movie precious to people. And not become a successor of tfios in terms of popularity.

I mean, i really want it to be "my" movie kind of thing and not a movie to fit in, to tell people "yea, i've watched it and balled my eyes out."


I don't know but this part of the book stuck with me the most. Honestly, it's not the most quintessential quote in the post, it's not much but it stuck to me because when i think of it, it's so true.

I'm a person with very little ability to be emphatic and i don't show much of my feelings so it's really hard for anything to touch me. Yet, this book, gosh, candour i am; i did not cry. However, the feeling was much more overwhelming than just being sad or a mere simple act of crying.

It was something more to me.

Ineffable.
Gorgeously ineffable.

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I was looking through tumblr to get some looking for alaska quote photos for this post but i couldn't find the one i wanted so i took a photo instead.

While looking through the quotes though i was invoked with a dash of dolefulness. It was like a perpetual roller coaster ride, i couldn't leave the dashboard(i was scrolling through it for more than an hour)

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I'm planning to read looking for alaska again, soon.

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Anyway, back to school.

I actually had a post for the first day of school that was written a week back but then i decided to trash that seeing i'm already writing this.

So school.

School now means all about archery, studies and friends.

I've been going for archery without any disdain or reluctance which i find it rather surprising seeing how much of a no no i felt for going to choir in secondary.

I like archery but i really don't plan on going for any competition soon. As much as i want polite, i don't know. It's a confidence problem.

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Studies, meh, who wants to talk about studies...

I recently just got back my term test results. Despite all getting As(except ecom, burden ecom), my overall score for several subjects: organic chem and ecom may likely not be an A. I know for sure ecoms not an A but i really really need organic chem to be an A because it's 5 credit units and if i don't get A, WO SI LE.

Also, my maths was a border line A very much to my disappointment :(

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Next friends. Hehe.

As i've mentioned above i'm not a very expressive person and i know i never say it often and i don't show it but i'm really starting to love this group of people.


Look at the amount of gayness and the stupidity level of photo bomb. hahahaha. Sigh, i feel comfort with them and I want to protect them. Ugh, that sounded weird. But yea. Cheesy omg.


I just realised something. We are very much of a midgets group except for Ahpek and Waimun, the two sotongs hahahaha.

I want them in my blogger for the next few years of poly and then in my uni years too. I want them here. 

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So yesterday Jolliebean came to tp. SHE DIDN'T take a selfie with me... T_T

But yea, got her to mensa to meet lester and lingesh(?) the indian guy, i don't know man, i don't know. 
Before that i actually bumped in them at book link but i swear i had no idea.





i felt a wave of melancholy after that.


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Monday 













So monday i went for photography's street photography workshop with theron. It wasn't much, as usual, but it was a good rest from all the things that happened and also my horrible illness that basically disabled me for the most of the holiday.

I got to use a really good macro lens and wow lens really do make a huge difference. But yea, i sucked at low light and macro, but nonetheless it was really interesting to try a good lens.


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