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Title: numinous
Posted on: Saturday, 19 July 2014 July 19, 2014

Hey there. I've been having some serious procrastinating issues to deal with lately. It's really really bad. The reason why i'm here is because of that too. I just can't seem to get myself to study or finish my tutorials. I just don't know why.

So far poly has been rather numinous. It's great at the same time but overwhelmingly scary.  I can't seem to choose. Albeit this, i do know one very fact, as i've mentioned so many times, poly is way better than secondary school. In many aspects. 

To anyone who wants to go to prcs, listen to me, change your mind now. 
I've wasted 4 years of my life in that trash of a school so i've decided to do more in poly.

So far this is what i've got. 

I've entered crystal growing again hehe. 
I've joined nyaa but so far, i have yet to do anything on it...
Photography was alright and archery so far has been great. In fact, i'm joining polite this year which i'm extremely nervous about because despite having previous experience, i can't seem to get my scores right furthermore, it's only like less than 2 weeks to the competition? Someone help...

oh and recently, phs announced an australia trip so i decided to give it a try for it. I want to get more known into pharm sci and actually see what people who study pharm sci do. I know it's not just pharmacists by the pharmacy ( at least i hope it's not just that. I have far too big aspirations to be studying for just that mere job ) 

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On thursday(?) i had a short photo time with them. 

These people are great. I've yet to open up to them completely because it takes me a long while to actually let down some walls but i'm doing it slowly. I know it.
The feeling i got from them was like me with Nana and tan. I'm still unsure though. I don't know.








What i know is although some may have unintentionally hurt me with their words (dude, i'm fragile) , they still made me laugh and it's hard to make me laugh. I've got really 0 humour. I dislike jokes, i don't get them. And i feel at comfort with them.



I mean look at this douchebag, how can i not laugh. I swear Adam's poses are ridiculous.



and then look at them taking selfies when they were supposed to use my phone to take photos of us...

(photo1) ahpek too tall hahahaha.


And then there's Dell who refused to be in the photos and was supposed to be frolicking around but was rather unsuccessful. Dell was so adorable when she said she wanted to frolic around hahahaha.

SO, i'm going to put a photo of here back view here hehe.



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And this Nana was in her bajukurung yesterday hehe. Nana so pretty.

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I originally switched on my mac to change my blog's url. I wanted to put lethe/numinousity/derive/ and what not but then came back to square one and decided not to change again. hahaha.


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